Over the past 8 years the Lord has been showing me how to let go of my kids. I have to say - I have had many, many tears through out that process. Some of the letting go wasn't exactly my idea - kind of pushed into it - and all the more tears. I always said (when the kids were young) - with four kids...there would always be one that loved me at any one time - eluding to the letting go process.
On the whole - I have four young adult children - three of which live away from home. Two are getting married soon. I have such a peace about the weddings/marriages. I have truly let go and feel that the marriages/weddings will be fun, because of letting go.
Over the years - it seems that people come and go. Some you get a long with and some can be challenging. The Lord has been working in my life and have seen relationships mended.
It seems that there is still one challenge that keeps hitting me in the face and, only by the grace of God, will I be able to let go. To be quite honest, I want it just to go away - and don't want to let it go.....
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